well, bake camp was fun...to a point.
great baking - lots of lovely champagne - and lovely friends.
but all these friends are settled down, living with their partners, and have numerous degrees each - and are younger. i'm sitting here with no qualifications to speak of, with a relationship that is so far from living together that i'm still thinking i'll need a flatmate soon to help with the bills - and the loneliness...i really wished that i'd fitted in more.
so am looking at birkbeck to maybe study something like this economics course as it inter disciplinary so 'd probably find it quite interesting. but the relationship thing i really can't push anymore - as much as i want to...
and one good thing that came out of bake camp - i think i'll add it to my weekly rituals!
so now i'm this:
wednesday iknit or gym
thursday iknit or gym
friday relationship therapy
altho before gym tomoro i want to buy some new 2ply yarn to make myself a nice patchwork stole of the arcade diamond medallions/granny squares. really need something for summer!